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More Than Single

I’ve got some exciting news friends – after a few years of silence in the blog world I’m writing again. This past summer a local radio station approached me and asked me write and voice radio features for them centered around encouraging singles. With that I’ve launched a new blog – More Than Single and this week both the blog and radio features went live. I’m excited for this new adventure, and hope you will join me over there. I will primarily be writing on singleness, dating, friendships and community.

 

More Than Single 2I have not fully decided what I will be doing with this blog yet, whether I’ll be keeping it or shutting it down. For now I’m leaving it up, but will primarily be focusing on More Than Single.

 

Check out my welcome post here to hear the vision and story behind More Than Single and links to the radio features that are all posted online. I’m also on Instagram as @morethansingle and would love to see you over there.

Thank you for being loyal readers and friends. You have been a big part of my journey, and I’m deeply thankful for you.

 


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What’s Better?

Can you know Jesus more when you are single or married?

I sat in silence for a long time over that question. However I answered would take the conversation into so many different areas. We could argue over Paul’s writings and wether or not it was better to be single or married, we could dive into Jesus’s set apart life, or maybe the examples of marriage and Christ’s love of the church. None  of these addressed the heart of the question though – knowing Jesus.

It was a rare night in the Discipleship House, all five of the D House girls were  hanging out in the living room with me and none of the guys were around or home. Relationship questions abounded and stories were shared as the night grew late. 

I was familiar with the question she posed to me: Can you know Jesus more when you are single or married? I’d wrestled over it for years myself. In my mind I always thought that knowing Jesus better single or married was an either/or thing. One of them must be a better way to know Jesus than the other.

Questions like those below dug deeply into my soul:know Him more

If I never get married will Jesus be enough for me?”

If I  get married, I’ll get to experience more of the Lord’s love cause that’s an example of how Christ loves the Church, right?”

“But then if I do get married won’t that mean that I won’t be able to serve the Lord as well?

Perhaps it is not a matter of knowing the Lord better in “either/or”  (either single or married) but instead a matter of greater importance to know Him in “both/and” (both single and married). Asking questions and wrestling in our souls is a beautiful thing, but we are asking the wrong kind of questions. The question isn’t which season of life can I know the Lord better in, but how can I know Him in the season that I am in now?

Each story is beautiful, individual, song. The Lord will call to each of us to walk different seasons at different times, but the resounding bass in each call will be the same – to know Him. The melody will look different, but there will be a steady beat that does not change in your song. Him. 

A dear friend of mine married young and just celebrated her 10th anniversary. Her husband provided her with a safe home and a loving environment that freed her to begin to know the Lord’s love in a deeper way through her marriage. For me, the past decade of mostly going it alone has drawn me to the Lord’s love in a deeper way than anything I could have imagined.

Had I married young, I wonder if I would know the Lord in the way that I do now?  Would I have been too tempted to put my husband in the place in my heart the Lord should be? I don’t know. It’s not my story to know. Singleness has been one of the most refining fires in my life, but my married friends will say the same about their marriages. I’ve also tasted enough in a serious relationship or two to know that those relationships brought me to the throne just as much as my singleness did.

 In DeepIt’s so easy to get caught up in comparing apples to oranges that we miss the bigger picture: its all fruit. And it’s all about knowing Jesus. Whether you are single, married, divorced, widowed, engaged, a parent, or childless – through EVERY season, Jesus wants to be enough for you. Marriage and relationships have their struggles, their loneliness and their happiness too. And they are different, but Jesus isn’t an either/or. He is in BOTH singleness AND marriage.  I can’t tell you what’s better, but I can tell you that you are loved right where you are, and that He longs to know you and for you to know Him. And what I can also tell you is my story. Tomorrow. 🙂 Check back tomorrow for part 2.

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“What’s Better” is Day #13 of “In Deep” a 31 Day’s Series


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Marriage – Not Your Savior

A beautiful guest post by Nichole from “A Readers Rumination. Nichole is a mom of two, a passionate Jesus lover, friend, and former co host of the She Says Podcasts. Enjoy! 

“How are you doing?” my neighbor asked.

I burst into tears.

I had been married for a little over three years, but I was lonelier than I had ever felt in my life. My husband and I married shortly after I graduated from college. We had the textbook “I Kissed Dating Goodbye” courtship (not without it’s bumps and bruises-after all, most of it was a long distance relationship) complete with sharing our first ‘I love you’ and first kiss after he proposed. After we married, we moved a couple hours away from family, both started new jobs and bought a house. Our daughter was born a few weeks before our second wedding anniversary. I quit working shortly before that to stay home and care for her.

A few weeks before my meltdown outside my neighbors’ driveway, my husband had decided to try out for a role in a Christmas musical. He ended up landing quite a few roles and was gone most weeknights for practices. The show also traveled to different venues much of November and December, meaning he was also gone for many weekends. I had the option of Marriage, not your Saviortraveling with the cast, but I chose to stay home with our daughter.

I felt lonely, isolated from friends and family “back home” that I had know for years, and I was quite a bit resentful that I was “sacrificing” so much for my husband during this busy season in his life. I knew marriage wasn’t supposed to be an endless slumber party, complete with hot chocolate and heart-to-heart talks every night, but my husband was gone pursuing one of his dreams and making new friends in the process. I was a bit envious.

In the midst of my tears, my neighbor hugged me and graciously invited me over for dinner a few times while my husband was away on the show circuit. I’m thankful for that and the many other graces God gave me during that season of our life. Looking back, I can see now how God used the loneliness and bitterness I felt during that season to expose my selfish presupposition that marriage should fulfill all my longings for friendship and relationship without the hard and awkward work of making new friends in a new town.

I still have much to learn now, but more and more God is showing me how my identity is not wholly defined as “wife”. In fact, He often uses this identifier in my life to point out the many ways my heart is selfish and sinful. Being married has not fulfilled me in the many ways I had expected as a young bride. I still feel lonely and misunderstood sometimes, and like any close relationship often it is the people we live with that can hurt us (intentionally or unintentionally) the most. Marriage brings much joy, but also much pain into life as two sinners attempt to live with one another!

In the midst of every happy and sad season, it is imperative to look to Jesus as the one who understands you, completes you and defines you. Doing that puts the pressure off of your husband (or future husband) in the relationship to be everything to you, and you both can ground your identities and activities together in a way that glorifies Christ.

My husband is involved in the Christmas musical again this year. I have a four year old and a two year old to care for now while he is away most weeknights. Even though the cast is not traveling this year I know that this has the potential to be a busy, yet lonely season for me. What’s different now?

1. My perspective has changed. I see my husband’s time away as him using his talents of singing, dancing and acting to advance the kingdom of God and glorify Him. That helps me to have a happier heart while I care for my kids solo, and I find so much joy in my heart when I get to see him on stage and experience the finished production (I mean, hello, my husband is a triple threat. Proud stage wife right here!)

2. I am more intentional in my time spent with Jesus, asking Him to remind me of who I am. Jesus loves to remind us that we are His and that He has a plan for our lives. For some of us, that includes the roles of wife and mother, but do not think of yourself as lesser in God’s kingdom if He does not grant those desires in your life. As hard as that can feel, remind yourself that God can (and will) love you more perfectly than any husband could and that His plans for you will bring Him the most glory.

3. Speaking of a plan, I am also trying to be more obedient to the ways God wants me to advance the kingdom.It’s true that a husband and wife can work together to glorify God, but don’t discount the gifts He’s already given you as an individual. For me, that means writing more, singing more, taking more time in contemplative and intercessory prayer and reading books that spur my heart towards a greater affection for Jesus. I do my best to get together with friends (yes, I have friends now!) that encourage me and refresh my spirit. I am also in the process of starting a master’s certificate program, and I know my husband will be making sacrifices to help me (dishes, anyone?) as I embark on this new venture.

I’d encourage you to take those three steps in your life if you feel marriage is becoming an idol in your heart. Marriage is not your Savior. Honestly, it can be like a crucible at times. God may or may not bring it into your life not to make you ultimately happy, but if you trust Him He will make you holy. If we let Jesus meet us, define us and direct us, whether we are single or married, we can know we are being the best wife, friend, daughter, church member, etc. He has meant us to be.

That, my friends, is eternal.
– Nichole


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Alive and Fully Engaged: Facing the Trials of Marriage from the Limbo of “Engagement”

A guest post by a dear friend and writer, Lindsay Debach. Enjoy!

This post is in response to our friend Katie’s challenge from the October 6th Post, entitled “Single Vision”, about embracing your life now, as a single person, being the best you can be.

But I’d like to offer a bit different perspective…I am engaged and I liked being single.

So I’m walking the aisle of limbo gazing at the not-so-distant shores of matrimony with dread, while the life of singleness I left behind looks pretty sweet. Instead of, as Katie mentioned in her Single Vision post, thinking “will I ever get married?” I’m asking “What if marriage is really, really bad?”

My parents aren’t divorced, but I have seen some bad marriages go down. I’ve read the books, listened to the sermons…and yeah-what I’m gathering is that: “it ain’t no picnic.”

-You’ve got to share your time, your money, your emotions, your energy.

– You’ve got to be vulnerable, with your feelings, your body, your weaknesses.

– You’ve got to sacrifice (a deplorable concept in a consumer-driven culture) your plans, your space, your time.

THIS DOESN’T SOUND VERY FUN TO ME! Especially after having lived as a single person just shy of 30 years. Yeah, you get lonely, but there are friends, family, and self-discovery.

As my wedding draws closer I’m learning that my fears are largely due to my perfectionism. A fear of “messing up.” I’m convicted by the admonishment of Oswald Chambers:

“Beware of the piety that has no prep-supposition in the atonement of the Lord. It’s of no use for anything but the sequestered life.”

When you’re single, you can live that “pious” life when you go home at night. No one to share with, to have to listen to and be patient with, to get annoyed at. Not to mention what you have to sacrifice.

In essence, you can be “confident in the flesh” (Phil 3:3) that is your own saintly behavior.

But then…we wouldn’t need a Savior.

For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
 2 Corinthians 5:21

The applying of the grace that Christ showed to us at the cross through daily sanctification is the model
for Christian marriage. Spouses will mess up, they will lose their patience, be unforgiving, say what they shouldn’t. But each instance is an opportunity for Christ’s grace to intercede. Through learning to love and share our lives with another, we have an opportunity to become more like Christ by seeing His redeeming work in how we love our spouse. Even in the bad times.

In his book When Sinners Say I do, Lee Harvey says that marriage: “requires daily grace, daily repentance, daily pursuit of each other and of the Father.”

A tall order, but isn’t that what every Christian should be pursuing anyway?
 That’s the kingdom of heaven played out right in the messy, over-tired, rainy day normality’s of life. It looks different whether or married or single, but the bottom line is that we should be pursuing the Father, no matter the circumstances.

Single, married, engaged, whatever…we’re all sinners and all saved by Christ’s grace. The illumination that marriage gives of Lindsay QuoteChrist’s redemption is one that I’d like to apply to my life as a single person. Not dreading the inevitable storms of marriage, but taking joy from the fact that the same redemption I’ll receiving in marriage is what I’m receiving now! When I mess up, when I’m not good enough, when I’ve been let down and have let others down.

So as a single person who is “fully engaged” (pardon the terrible pun), I’d like to use this time in the middle to appreciate Christ’s grace to me. I will mess up, but I stand on the rock that is my salvation…even though it might look like the aisle of limbo.

Lindsay lives life with gusto, and is passionate about theology, family, and culture. It was an honor to have her guest post today!

“Alive and Fully Engaged” is a part of the “Today’s The Day: Being Single and Fully Alive” a 31 Days Series. To read more from this series please click here.

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What’s Wrong with Me?

“Sarah will get married before you”.

What? I looked my grandfather in confusion. Sarah was 4.5-5 years my Jr. Surely, as the older sister I would get married first!

If I could call up Heaven and talked to Grandpa, I would love to ask him what he saw, or knew, that caused him to make that statement ten years ago. He was right you know although He didn’t live to see it. My younger sister Sarah gets married next week and I’ll be standing up with her as her maid of honor. Sarah is number four in the line of my twelve siblings. Six weeks after Sarah’s wedding, my brother Joel gets married. He’s number six in the line up, and goodness – I even changed his diapers!

As I contemplate how I pictured life being, it’s easy to start questioning a lot of things. As friend after friend, and sibling after sibling gets married, it’s hard not to wonder – why not me?

What’s wrong with me?

Is there something they have that I don’t?

Am I not good enough?

Am I too picky? Not picky enough?

Not thin enough?

Is it the way I look or dress?

I’m terrible at flirting, is that it?

I’m too much……

Not enough……

Maybe I smell!?

Friends, I can’t tell you whether or not something is wrong with you, but I can identify with the questions, fears and insecurities that singleness can bring. You are not alone in asking them. Two observations I’ve noticed reguarding this genre of questioning in our singleness:

  1. The questions denote a subtle worldview/perspective that marriage is something that is earned, or that we can be worthy of.
  2. There is an underlying fear that we have been or will be found lacking in someway.

Marriage is a gift from the Lord – like His other blessings. It’s not something we earn. Because of the way Christian culture promotes marriage it’s easy to buy into the idea that God owes us marriage. (I’m a huge fan of marriage don’t get me wrong.) But we just need to understand that He doesn’t owe us anything. He gives us His love – FREELY. We don’t deserve His love Ring Marksand yet He gives it to us, that’s the blessing and gift of grace. Undeserving people get married everyday. Deserving or worthiness has nothing to do with whether or not a ring marks our finger.

We will never be ready for marriage or worthy of it, but we can be more prepared*. And that leads us to the second observation – fear that we are lacking. If I told you that you were not lacking, would you believe me? Most likely not.

Why? Because in one way or another most of us are lacking in some areas, and we know it.We are redeemed saints learning to walk in Christ, but learning to walk means we stumble and fall at times and struggle until our muscles strengthen.The best way to deal with the fear of that we are lacking is to simply face it head on. Fear looses its power over us when we bring it into the light and pick it apart with truth. Force your fear to be specific so it’s small enough for you to address it. Addressing it with the Lord is the only way to go through it. We need His healing balm to heal the wound fear leaves.

For example I can fear that I am too much. Making it more specific, I often struggle with fearing that I am too intense, too passionate and too opinionated.These fears were addressed by asking a close friend to speak into my life and give me feedback on them and how I interacted with people. I also brought them before the Lord.

The Lord moves by either removing the fear and confirming to you have nothing to fear, or He will agree with you that there is a problem and address the heart issue behind it. In my experience the Lord usually does both. In the example above He confirmed to me that He made me passionate and to feel deeply the fiercely about things the way He does. In some areas, He asked me to be even more bold! (Imagine that – well really, if He hadn’t you wouldn’t be reading this series. I can assure you of that!) On  the other hand, the Lord refines what He creates. He molds the created clay. With that my passion should never be used by sinful or judgmental motivation.

*Wrapping it up with a note of caution:  In facing areas we do need to change in, desire to change and grow for the Lord’s glory, not just so that you have a better shot at getting married. He is worthy – let us worship Him and not His gifts.

Friend, the Lord is Sovereign and people choose. I do not know wherein the two entwine, but I do know this: the Lord loves you and is writing your unique story. I can’t compare my story to my sister’s for the Lord is writing two different scripts. We are both equally loved by Him.

Today's the Day: Being Single and Fully Alive “What’s Wrong with Me?” is a part of the “Today’s The Day: Being Single and Fully Alive” a 31 Days Series. To read more from this series please click here.

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A Different Kind of List

Yesterday I asked the question “If you lived as a single, with the same intentionality that you plan to live as a married person, how would you live differently?”  I’ve been encouraged many times to make a list of qualities I would want in a future spouse, but today its time to make a different kind of list. A list of what we would and could do differently to live fully alive today as a single person. (Or a married one!) Contentment and joy do not come with a specific season of life, they come with a specific choice of the heart to trust the One who is Always enough

always enough

always sufficient

always loving

always trustworthy

always faithful (even when we are not)

always gives good things (right now)

My journey to living my list began with several mental decisions, heart shifts, and counseling. It was messy. Painful. Hard. But beautiful. They resulted (are resulting!) in much more freedom, fulfillment and joy than I would have imagined.

As promised here is my list. The ways I started to live differently, and the ways I want to.

As you read this,my prayer is for you to be encouraged, but this isn’t a magic list for you. This is what the Lord led me to do. The Lord will prompt YOUR heart in the areas He wants love and free you in.

A different kind of list

1.Stop waiting for my life to be different and choose to make it different.

2. Stop waiting for a husband to do things I’ve always wanted to do like travel, shoot guns, cook gourmet foods (you are allowed to enjoy the food you cook for yourself. It’s not a sin I promise!)

3. Plan weddings. I may not get to plan my own, but man do I get to have fun as a wedding coordinator planning other people’s. I used to believe it was cruel irony that I was becoming a wedding planner and planning everyone else’s weddings but my own. Then the Lord whispered, He was giving me these opportunities not as a cruel joke, or a dangling carrot but because I loved to plan! He was blessing me with joy of planning not just one wedding as most people do, but with many.

4. Choose beauty. Even over practicality and what others think – like pale pink skinny jeans in a redneck town. Oh well I never really fit in anyway!

5. Take a dance class.

6. Pursue a lay counseling certificate

7. Clean out my Hope  Chest. This was a tough one, when I did it.  I wept not just because of deferred hope, but because I had waited to start living in so many ways. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a great thing to save beautiful dishes till you get married. But my house is full of people now. Today. People I love and want to bless, and serve food to on beautiful dishes.

8. Stop living for the approval of others and the Lord. I’m already chosen and approved by Him.

9. Learn to have more fun. I can be much too serious at times.

For me, my list to live differently has been a process of letting go of what might be, to embrace what is. Ladies, Gents, a significant other does not bring beauty and joy into our lives, they add to what is already there. In direct answer to my own question: “If you lived as a single, with the same intentionality that you plan to live as a married person, how would you live differently?” My answer is: To stop waiting for a man. (That’s scary to say out loud!)

Because even more than I desire a family and a husband, I desire to live the life the Lord has blessed me with. To live it with gusto, to look at what He has created in me and for me, and agree with Him when He calls it good.

So what would be some of the things on your list to live fully today? I’d love to hear your ideas. And seriously, please share them! I want to learn from you 🙂

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“A Different Kind of List” is a part of Today’s the Day: Being Single and Fully Alive, a 31 Days series. For more posts in this series please click here.


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You’re Not Sick – You’re Single

When you get sick, you don’t have a choice, that’s life and it can be pretty miserable!  When you are single you do have choices. At one time or another, it’s easy for most singles to fall into the trap that their singleness is a sickness and not just a season of life, or part of their lives.

Several years ago I went through an extended time of unexplainable illness. It changed my life, and in many ways my life was put on hold as all of my time and energy was devoted to surviving. In those dark days the sickness was so consuming it threaten to become my identity. I wasn’t sickness, but when my world revolved around focusing on the sickness (or trying to prevent it!) It seemed that all that was left to “me” as a person was scars and diet regulations – the very reminders of the illness.

Singleness can be that way too if we let it. When we focus on what we don’t have, on what other’s have, how awkward it can be to be the third wheel… it’s easy to start thinking of singleness as a dreaded sickness.

While singleness may be unwanted at times (or all the time depending on the season!) we are not sick.

Singleness is not our identity.

It may describe us, but it does not define us.

You are more than ‘single’.

You are chosen by God.

His Child.

Given a new identity.

Given a purpose and reason for living that goes beyond relationships.

You are loved with a love that is stronger than death, and His love for you is more jealous than the grave (Songs 8:6).

Nothing quenches that love.

His love for you is not dependent on your relational status and does not change when your relational status changes.

His love covers all sickness.

Even yours. Even mine.

Jesus did not come for the healthy, but for the sick. (Luke 5:29-32) If you are struggling in your singleness today, don’t condemn yourself. Christ enters into our pain and weakness! Did He not feel lonely at times? Yes. But He did not allow it to become His identity. The Father wants nothing more than to be invited into our sickness and pain. It’s there that He can heal. He can’t heal when we hide behind the mask of “fine”.

The Father’s heart for you is to know that He doesn’t look at your singleness as a sickness; but rather as a gift He’s given, to show us that our value and purpose go beyond relational status 31 DAYS OF (13)

“You’re not sick – you’re single” – Sarah in the movie Hitch

Being fully alive today is recognizing that your value does not come from a relational status. Even my married friends have shared with me, that this is a lesson that they have had to learn too. “You’re Not Sick, You’re Single” is apart of the “Today’s the Day: Being Single and Fully Alive Series. For more in this series please click here.


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Replaced

“The worst part is that I guess I just feel replaced…”

Replaced. Hmmmm. I zoned in as she continued “but I guess, man if I feel this way, you must feel so much worse, right?”

I had to think about that one for a minute before replying. We were chatting about some people close to us who had recently gotten engaged and then kind of fell off the planet if you know what I mean? They become  M.I.A. (missing in action) or in their own little world – I often quote the old Bambi movie and call this stage “Twitterpated” when I see it. (See the cute video below – email readers, try this link)


Ruth, this blog post is for you, as we arrived at our destination tonight before I could reply (and thanks for giving me a topic for today!). I can definitely relate to feeling replaced in close friendships! I don’t know that I feel worse than you do though. Yes, I’ve been ‘replaced’ many more times, but I also think that I learned a few skills which have helped me process it, so it’s actually gotten easier, and not harder for me. So don’t despair!

When your close friends or siblings start dating or get engaged and you are suddenly pushed out into a less central place in their heart and lives, here are a few tips that have helped me over the years (and that I still have to practice on a regular basis!)

 Emotions:

  • Have a good cry. Yes, this helps! In many ways you have been replaced and it’s ok to grieve your loss, even if you are happy for the other person’s gain.
  • Recognize that you can feel two emotions at once – joy for them, and pain for you. Know that it’s a good thing that your spot in their lives has been ‘replaced’. If they are getting married and you still held the closest spot in their heart next to the Lord, than it would be a very bad thing.
  • While your spot and role in their life was replaced, You as a person have not been replaced. They still need you, and you need them. How you interact in each other’s lives is just going to look different from now on.

 Choices:

  • A really important question to ask yourself is:“Is this relationship important enough to me to wait for them?” You have a choice, to close up and move on, or to stay and wait around till their core relationship is formed with their spouse or future spouse. I never yet had a couple NOT reappear after a few months or a few years (the time span varies on their personalities) needing friendship and support from their friends and family.     two way street                                                            Couples need bonding time. As a friend, one of the greatest gifts you can give them is this time to establish who they are as couple. It will be painful to you, and a big adjustment, but if the friendship and investment is worth the wait to you, the friendship on the other side will be all the sweeter and stronger for it. Love is a two way street, but it’s also the sacrifice of a one lane road while the other lane is under construction.
  • You also have the choice to talk to the friend in the relationship and express your needs in the friendship. This can be very tricky to do without coming across as needy or making the friend in the relationship feel guilty. While it can be helpful sometimes, I would approach it with caution and love.
  • Choose to include the person you are feeling replaced by. This can be a tough one, but looking into the future, if you want to continue a friendship with your friend, get to know the person they are in the relationship with. If you have had a close friendship for many years, the new person entering into the relationship with your friend could easily feel threatened. You have the opportunity to bless this couple by becoming friends with both of them. The dividends of this investment will be more than you can comprehend.

It’s so easy to become offended and upset when we feel we have been replaced! It’s ok to grieve the loss, but it’s not ok to let it destroy your relationship with your friend. (Please note the other person always has a choice too – but we are responsible for 31 DAYS OF Being Single our own choices and how we respond to them).

How do you think 1 Corinthians 13 applies when we have been replaced in a friendship? (Please read it slowly).

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant  or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

“Replaced” is a part of the “Today’s The Day: Being Single and Fully Alive” a 31 Days Series. To read the pervious post please click here.


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Today is the Day: Being Single and Fully Alive

I have a confession to make. I HATE writing about singleness! Than, why, might you ask, would I commit to writing for 31 Days about singleness? While I would love to answer you with a simple “because I’m crazy”, the real reason I’m joining the Nester’s blogging challenge to write for 31 Days through October, is because I’m choosing to live fully alive in the now. Singleness happens to describe a portion of my ‘now’.  I also realized recently that I would regret not writing about singleness when I was smack dab in the middle of it. We all make mistakes, but regrets are optional. By His grace, singleness will not be one of my regrets.

Posts in this series: (Please scroll down to continue to read more about the reason I’m writing these).

1. Today is the Day: Being Single and Fully Alive                      16. Truth is Truth 

2. Replaced                                                                                     17. Catch Up Day 

3. You’re Not Sick – You’re Single                                                18. Wedding Pictures

5. Single Vision                                                                              19.Nancy Reagan and Preparing for a Relationship

4. Gee, You are Strong For a Lady!                                              20. When You Say ‘I Do’ – You Get Me Too

6. A Different Kind of List                                                              21. Love Formulas     

7. Fully Alive {Explained}                                                              22. 7 Tips for Weddings

9. What’s Wrong with Me?                                                            23. Singleness and the Gospel                

10. Prioritize Grace                                                                        24.Teamwork 

11. Alive and Fully Engaged: Facing the Trials of Marriage from the Limbo of Engagement   25.What I love about Being Single

12. Changes                                                                                    26.Word Snacks and She Reads Truth 

 13. Why I Plan Bachelorette Parties                                           27. Single – Not Alone 

 14. 3 Books on Life that Every Single Should Read                28. Marriage – Not the Ultimate Purpose of Relationships 

15. Awkward                                                                                     29. 3 Foundational Books Every Single Should Read                           30 Invite Encourage, and Your Words.                                       31.Singleness and the Church

Last week as I took a rambling walk around my childhood home, I contemplated the unexpected turns my life has taken and one of them was still being single into my late 20’s. Growing up I assumed I would marry young, maybe even married shortly after high school like a lot of my friends. In the conservative circles, it’s what you were raised to do – get married and have a godly family. Although my life is not what I expected it to be, it’s pretty wonderful.

I’m also a stinker for asking myself tough questions. “Katie, although singleness is not as bad as you imagined it to be, are you living it in a way that you will have no regrets for how you spent your single years?” And it was in that moment ladies and gentleman that this series was born. My one regret would be not writing about singleness when I was in the middle of it.

31 DAYS OF Being Single I’m in the middle of it – the joy, the tears, the longing, the contentment. The peaks and valleys are the sound waves that produce the beautiful rhythms and music of life. We may not get to pick the notes, but we do get to choose how the tune is played.

Through my teenage years and early twenties, I didn’t see very good examples of what singleness could be. What I saw made me pray that the Lord would never let me become what I then deemed as an ‘old maid’. I hate writing about singleness because although it describes the season I’m in, it does not define me. In my perception it defined the singles I knew.

Singleness is a tough topic to write about as it’s easier  to address one extreme of the other – either the longing and the loneliness or to paint it as ‘all joy’. The reality is, singleness (as is the rest of life) contains both. My hope with this series is to show a more complete picture and example of what life lived being single and fully alive can look like. While some days there might be didactic teaching (this is me after all ☺), and thoughts on singleness, more often than not each day will be an open journal of a normal day in my life. Tears and laughter, travel and ministry come what may; I want authenticity to be the flavor of the day.

So friends will you join me on this journey? I’m writing this for me, but in a bigger way it’s for you. The reason I would regret not writing about singleness while I was still single is because I want my life to be an encouraging example to anyone who is observing. I don’t have this figured out, but I do know there is so much to be found in the process.

If you are single, I pray this is an encouragement to you and I welcome your feedback!

Married friends, please consider sending this series to a single friend? And I invite you to stick around for the series as well. One thing I’m learning is that life is life, the applications are often different, but the truths are the same. Married or single, we both experience pain and joy. It may just look differently and I’d love to have you on this journey too.

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Many thanks to Natasha Metzler for the graphic design! (She is doing a 31 Days Series too. “Word Snacks – Bite Sized Devotionals for Your Hungry Moments.” Check her out! Thanks also to Dianne and Amelia for helping me brainstorm on just the write title to capture what I want this series to express. Community is wonderful peeps!


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Validate Him

Just because you won’t date him, doesn’t mean you shouldn’t valiDATE him, honoring him in your heart and with your speech. <—- Click to Tweet. I’d be a millionaire if I got $1 for every time I’ve heard a girl say “there are just no good guys around here”. I used to say it myself until the day I saw the destruction it caused. Defeat, anger, and pain flashed across my friend’s face, as I watched him react to the knife this woman’s careless, lamenting words had driven through him.

He was a good guy, a godly guy, he just wasn’t her guy, nor did he want to be. At almost 27 and not dating, I’m aware of the dating issues in our culture caused by both men and women not stepping up. At the end of the day though, it doesn’t matter who is or isn’t stepping up, or if we feel there are no good “guys or gals” left around. Christ calls us to love and respect each other – in EVERY kind of relationship and interaction. Validate Him

We love, respect, honor, and are gentle with each other because we love Jesus and He loves us. That’s it. Honor, love and respect have little to do with other person’s merit. The way we treat each other should be based on the Kingdom of God, not on how we feel about the other person.

There are good guys out there. I’m honored to know quite a few of them. When a guy is told that there are “no good guys” left, it can crush their desire to become more of a godly man.  It dismisses who they are now, and the potential they have in Christ.*

Ladies, even if we never say “there are no good guys left” out loud, thinking it WILL effect the way we relate to the guys around us. Thinking there are no good guys left might seem like a natural response to hurt we have received, or to the lack of dating activity in our lives, but quite frankly, it’s sin.

This sin is something the Lord has convicted me so strongly of in the past few years. It’s sin, because it does not encourage or build up our brothers in Christ, and in our minds, it puts us as above the guys around us. We would be terribly hurt if our worthiness as a women or wife potential was constantly belittled to others. Scripture is clear about how we should treat each other:

encourage one another and build one another up…” 1 Thess. 5:11

Thinking there are no good guys left, keeps us seeing guys for what they are not, rather than who they are. They are redeemed sinners, loved, heirs of Christ – WITH US! Critiquing guys in general because we do not have one sets us in a place of judgment. To judge another man’s servant is not for us to do. If we know at least one Christian* guy, than there are good guys left.

I realize that when we as women, say that there “are no good guys left” what we are really trying to say is that we do not know anyone right now whom we would consider dating or marrying. Well that’s ok, because there are different stokes for different folks. There are a lot of good men, and we will most likely only marry one. So let’s honor all of them? Because the rest are other people’s future husbands, brothers, sons, and fathers. And most importantly, lets honor and validate them in our thoughts and speech because that is how Jesus does it. All of our relationships and interactions should be about one thing – The Kingdom of God.

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